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Wednesday November 30, 2005
Sir Andrew Story......Once upon a time, there was a knight named Sir Andrew. He was brave and valiant. He saved the kingdom and he will be a hero for the rest of time. He was to most men, a man of honor. Many would tell the story of Sir Andrew. And now I will tell you the story to pass on for the future.....as long ago as time can remember, the fire of the mountains shone brightly enough for the whole world to see. The kingdom was in the clutches of the evil Retsam, the red eyed darkness that comes into the kingdom and takes one soul each night....... more to come...
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Monday November 28, 2005
Well I do have time on my hands..time to stop by.I have read all your blogs...political aren't we? That is wonderful. Having a strong mind is one good aspect of a man. (Which I am gathering you are.) I actually do go out and feel the earth...I take a walk in the world every day..see what God has put out there for me....he seems to be quite content to make me happy with the water and the sun and the land..and I am all to grateful to look. You should write about the earth if it means so much..I bet you would have a great passion for it...thank you for your comment... Ps...Please post your lovely electric fence story..i would love if stupidus maximus would share the "embarrassment" that fungus bungus did...hehehe
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Saturday November 26, 2005
Today was the first day I had been at the Field of Fire. I walked around and touched all the talk stalks of grass with my long tail as it swung back and forth with the faith of a eagle who sours high in the clouds. Trust was all that I had to use as my friend and I was going to take that friend to the Sea of Breath. I lay down in the soft , firm stalks and close my eyes to have the rest I desired and prayed for the several days I have been searching for you. My dreams come fast and take me to the life before this. I see the one whom I loved to the death and the changes to which one is subjected to when they use the powers given for evil. The Sea of Breath is the place you wait for me and I must take heart that I will find it soon before my time is done. I see the smile you hold for me as I look at you for the hundredth time. I hear the sounds of the Celtic visions that past through me as I feel the breath of the Gods who punish us. We fear no one and they will not take our love from us though the many forces are tearing at our flesh to turn the human mortal self into the dead. I see you moving away , farther and farther. What is this I feel that I cannot touch with my hands? What is this that makes you slowly turn into just the mist that is touching my cheek? I stand again. The Gods are angry that we have used our powers for the reasons that were never to be done. I feel the mist fade and I cry the tears of freedom lost and I think that I will die on the spot where I stand. Then I have a pain that makes me fall to the ground and I sleep the sleep of a hundred years. I open my eyes and I see nothing but the high clouds and the mountains of far off lands and I rise to my feet and it all becomes as clear as water. I was cursed by the Gods to search the earth for you and to be this horrid creature that brings fear to all and death to the tip of every lance and sword in the land. I close me eyes again with a small prayer on my lips and then slowly open them to see the world has not heard my thoughts. I start off for the sea that I hear calling to me and I take each step to the sounds of soft, mournful cries that are in my heart. You are my soul and without you I feel just the empty hollow that you have yet to fill with that one last kiss. I walk to the sea to find you, I will find you. The Field of Fire is filled with the bones of those who traveled before me. I stop to look at the remains of those whom have let their lives end to find the Sea of Breath. I can feel the thoughts as I stare and I see the faces they craved. I know they will all be joined at the end of the mortal road. My journey is different than those I pass. I am no longer the mortal I was once and now I must make my way to the sea and find my love and make the Gods pleased with me and give me back my past form so that I to can join you in the mortal heaven above. The travel seems to make the days go on forever. The sun sets and rises as the trip I take makes me see my mistakes and the end of all my worries. I pass through the fields of the towns and must make the most quiet steps as to not awake the souls inside the walls. The nights help to cover the sight of me but the animals can sense me and I must try to keep from alerting the soldiers. One town that I pass has no walls and the animals are free and cause such a noise that I am seen and as the ways of the time go , I must be destroyed. The men come at me like crazed animals. They must cut me deeply to ultimately cause my end. The heart that beats within me is full and it would be very hard to give up now as I can feel the breeze from the sea just so close that I can touch it. I never thought that I would make my way thus far and now I am just that close. I don’t much care for the men nor their families that they leave behind. I do not look for the pain that I have caused to them. I just close my eyes and again hear the Celtic sounds blowing through my mind. I sweep my tail and hook each one like a fish. They cry and fall breathless. Others run and I continue on my journey with the fresh new light that is coming. The traveling is hard and long, but the prize is more believing, and less a dream. I pass through the lost areas of the world that no one steps to and I feel the breeze better. I can smell the salt and the wind is licked with the tiny droplets of water it carries off the sea of breath. I can see the glimmer of water in the distance and I am feeling the hope of the quest coming to an end. I fear nothing now. I feel nothing but you now. I am you and you are me. We are now so close together that I am shaking with the anticipation of touching you again with the mortal hands needed to make a touch the perfection it is. I jump almost to get there faster. I need the speed and I am very tired. Ok this is not done yet...but it is my work...tell me what you think so far...
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Friday November 25, 2005
Have you ever done something so good and so bad at the same time??? If you say no, I know you lie. It seems when we have the best intentions to do good..sometimes we get it thrown back in our face.. Do you really know what people will tell you? Do you really know what they feel in every situation? Do you know when to keep your mouth closed and say nothing??? Do I? NO. I keep telling myself that I can be there for the many and still have a life beyond..but it is driving me into fantasy. Of what fantasy,you ask...the one that lives in my head.I cannot even read books that have important subjects in them due to the way my mind works at times..I live in fastasy so much of each day.. a faded glass eyed memory..I so wish that for one day that my life will be filled with all the wonder and passion i crave...
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Thursday November 24, 2005
I spent this Thanksgiving Day with family of my husbands. This one was no different then other years..but the kids are now men and women, the parents are now grandparents, the actions are slowed in my eyes. As I sat and listened to the ageless young adults...I found myself looking at my own children with a new refreshing glow. The teen youths tell the stories of their freedoms and their lives of wild outings and fights. As I am trying to look past the various piercings that they have on their faces..I listen to them and I feel that one day, this might be my child standing there saying these same things....again I glance at them...the ones I can see from my sedentary position of being too full to move...they are playing a game of good guys and bad guys with sticks as guns..innocent fun..they are laughing and playing and are having a good time with friends and relatives only seen once a year..and I smile. Thank you God, I say to myself..thank you for letting me see this side of my kids when so many times all I see is the things they do wrong..I am not saying my kids are bad all the time, I am not saying my kids are better then those in my company..but I do know that I am a good mom, and I would never allow those things they talked about happen to them, as long as I have power to stop it. This is what I was thankful for today.
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