People often ask me what is your favorite day of the week...I always answer...Monday...This is now a question in your head...Monday...??? I use Monday as the start of a new week..I get the most done on Mondays..the best attitude is on Monday...and so now it comes to the end of the old year and what do I see....the biggest Monday of the year...January 1....the Monday of all Mondays..get the most done and the best start...welcome to the rest of the year....

I write what I think...I find a lot of joy in things I say and do..that is what brings you to me I guess...but a lot of my comments say that I put into words things that are something important and that it was never put into the correct words...I can say the same for all of the blogs that I have visited...and remember..I go back to the beginning..you will know when I strike...I tell those who think my wisdom is something to thank..I am just me..my words are from my mind and heart..if I hit the head of any nails..trust me it is just a lucky day..I thank you though for your kind words of encouragment...peace to all of you and all your passions be met in this the last day of 2005...it is 12:47 in the am...my day of the end is here and the minutes tick on.....wise ole Heidi...says good night...

I have gone back to the beginning as I do when reading any blog streamers site..better to see you from the beginning then to go backwards...Well I am at the first several of Pangos Bang..he does have a lot of followers now...where were you in the beginning..his story is fasinating..you would find it really readable..and if you did read it..where are the comments..this story would have left a mark and you would have left one..please consider to do this one thing and read people from the beginning...you will be surprised at what you will find....we are all open books..waiting for someone to peak at our passions...

Long, green, lives in a cage, gross as can be......Bob...the Iguana....I am not one to love anything that is creaping around in cages..but for some reason this "Bob" is my best friend. I walk up to his cage daily and talk to him.He sits there and listens to me with his blinking eyes and if I get too close..he runs away...just like most...but if he is really wanting to hear...he will come down from his tree branches and sit by me and we have a nice chat..I tell him how cute he is and things about my day..he sits there and still ever blinking at me...lets me know that he is good also..sometimes we share a lunch..he prefers greens to my lunch but that is ok with me...the company is great. Lucky is the animal who sits in the sun all day and gets a tan..what a life he must have..what does he think...perhaps that there is a bigger world out there...that there are bigger and better branches and a warmer sun...aaahhhhh, connection....peace is in the air...few more days of 2005...I will be glad to see this year end....

Ok such a long title..but what I meant is that I make these every year..and yet I never have finished one year doing the things I say the year before...This year I want my hubby to stop feeling like he does...can I do that...NO..I want my kids to be better at everything they do...can I do that....NO....I want to write more and read more..well I can do that....I want to do the old lose more weight thing..but I am already on that road from 2005...and the drinking...well don't do it...smoking..don't do it...so what is there for me to give up....I think time from this screen will be the answer..I will walk away from it for a select period of time every day and do something for one person besides me....that is a good thing to me....peace to us all and granted wishes...