You sit there at your table...enjoying it all...I come to you with my emptyness and ask for more..."please sir, I wish some more"..You do not look like you are starving to me...go be gone with you...for I must pee...and pee again...I am too busy for you now...off to bed and stay there for a night...a week...it is special there and you will find comfort in that..."please sir....I need more"...you do not look like you deserve anything more...off with you...be gone...take your tears with you...I turn away...you are laughing at me...you hear me say.."please sir...I want you no more"....you close your mouth and stop smiling....you look at my back as I run away....and hide....go then you say...I hold you not...go starve at another home....this one is full...

I am settled in my small boat...laying back feeling the warm sun on my face...I am smiling because I am at peace....the sudden darkness startles me...I look up...the same ship...the big white ship is there...moving fast and quiet...it covers my sun....I shake in fear as I know what is happening...blinded from sight now...all is what is showing...the devil is standing on the bow...looking at me...smiling..he waves...says nothing..."this is what we are to each other: he had told me once...silence in thought...but power in ways..."GO AWAY" I yell...he smiles more....the ship is gone...I hear in the waves..."I already have...I already have...I...already....have..." I collapse in my hands...weeping hard...."there is no peace for me! there is no end"....I look at the water...I see the reflection of the sun...I sit back...wipe my eyes...it is almost time...I think...."it is almost time" I whisper....fist raised..."it is almost time" I yell........."it already is....." the waves yell back......

NOW OR YOU GET A SPANKING!

Are you peaceful right now?

You lay there with your light, sparing the details of your colors...I am here enjoying the rainbow...I reach out with my hands and grab hold of the billions of years of time...there is that light...the sliver that I am able to see...pulling it back to me so I can understand what it is made of...I slowly open my hands...behold....I hold that light...it is named truth....the peace is not from time...not from space........it is from the warmth of your star...the travel of your color....the use of your space....I quickly close my fingers around that sliver again............close my eyes...I open my fingers and that light escapes into the night....I open my eyes to see what is left in my hands.....alas....the light...will not go away...I have captured it and it won't go....I am at peace right now...are you? the light asks me....you are billions of years away and you are at peace here in my hands? I ask.....yes I am because when you close your eyes to me.......I shine brighter because you do not see me anymore.....that keeps me stronger for those who can....I shake my hands because the sudden burn I feel.....that hurts, I scream...you laugh...you are the one who brought me into your hands...why complain now? I will only burn when you start to really see me....then.....I will remind you that I am light....I am the rainbow....I am the color.....I am the universe....I am.......

(The English version will play first with the Japanese version following)

It's all because of you
I'm feeling sad and blue
You went away, now my life is just a rainy day
And I love you so
How much you'll never know
You've gone away and left me lonely.

Untouchable memories seem to keep haunting me
Love that's so true
That once turned all my gray skies blue
But you disappeared
Now my eyes are filled with tears
And I'm wishing you were here with me.

Soft with love are my thoughts of you
Now that you're gone I just don't know what to do.

If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine
And once again you'd be mine all mine
Reality
You and I will never be
You took your love away from me.

If only you were here
You'd wash away my tears
The sun would shine
Once again you'd be mine all mine.

In reality
You and I will never be
Cause you took your love away from me, oh baby
You took your love away from me.

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