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 The Unkissable Kiss
 

I take your face into my hands....my lips touch yours...your open to me and take me into you....but now...I look at you...I say.."Don't kiss me back...just let me kiss you"..you wonder...hummm...what is this? My hands are on your cheeks...tenderly moving your face to me...your mouth becomes mine...my lips touch...moved in soft circles...you quiver to move...NO...Just feel...again...my lips devour yours...my eyes closed as I picture you...loving me...I feel the small bumbs form on your skin...as you start to feel the excitment of it all...kissing without kissing...wanting but cannot have....my body rubs to yours....but still....you do not kiss me back...my aim is desire...my desire is you...my wanting...is now...open my eyes.............look deep into yours....."I love your eyes..."...take me....bending down....we meet.....deep kisses...swallowing each other..so hard...so magnetic...pulsing blood...sweat...tears...........pulling back...breathless.....my eyes full of fire..............I LOKE YOU........

and this did nothing for you!
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 Abuse...
 

You look for pain....you are pain...you create pain..........there is no real way to look at it..you are abusing yourself...you are wanting of that which is not yours to take..you are demanding of that which you have no control....you are desiring of that which belongs to the world...or another...looking for pain..........it is here surrounding you...holding you in...as the white ship sails off into another world...another mind...the devil smiles and waves....it is a big world...there are lots of souls...I am mearly looking to enter one...for now...then off...to the next....as the suited man...smiles his feelings...It is my world that you change....as he waves and says...I give what is needed and you are mine...but you know that what you take is harming others.........how can you do that...I am equal to the devil now...doing what is the same...only different....as the lonely man...sits and smiles....hey you...what are you doing?......I am trying to find you ..because....I have lost my way....I am doing more harm than good...to me...and to others..can you help me..........I need your friendship again...bring me back...let me release the devil from inside...he does not want my soul....let me release the life of the man...who has a life unwanting to change...bring me back....to what made me smile...gave me drive...gave me you...I am abusing myself...and I don't know what to do.
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 Reality
 

The wisdom of knowing just what it means to face reality...eyes open....hearts die...realization of what you want...think...know...it all comes foward at a pace so extreme...you are unprepared.......when it is said....you are knocked off your feet...it is love...it is selfishness..it is desires more than you offer...it is time you take...it is life you change...it is drama you create...it is losing a friend because you don't know when is enough...what is too much...losing a love...because you don't know what are the limits...crossing the line....I need you...I want you....I dream of you....but the dream is only mine...there is a level of this that makes it sad...another that makes it better...and another....I miss you.
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 Midnight to 6 AM Appointment
 

...she sits and waits; the time was getting late and still no sign of this man. Looking around at all the faces, she wonders if one of them is him...just waiting. The nerves come and go as the knowledge of time passing continues. "Where is he?" she says under her breath. A soft voice from behind her says, "He, is right here!" Startled and flushed she spins around. There he is. One single man who has a smile that is hidden behind a soft row of hair. His eyes were smiling as his red cheeks grew in size to accompany the wide smile of his welcoming lips. She jumped up and hugged his outstretched arms. A kiss on the cheek from him and the softness of his lips touched the corners of her own; her body fell into the seat effortlessly. "I have been waiting for an hour now. I was worried you were not coming." She said in a nervous tone. He smiled again. "I come exactly when I am supposed to come." She smiled. The arrogance of this man. That was one of his endearing qualities she reminded herself. The time passed as their drinks began to disappear. They knew that there was very little time left to continue. Agreeing to step outside for some air, they paid the bill and he led her out, hand on her arm, to the sun-drenched parking lot. “Which way?” she asked wondering to where they were off to. “Over this way. I have something I want to show you.” She continued to be led and walked up to a satin white car with darkened windows. “Is this your car?” she asked him. “Well, yes! I wanted to take you for a ride to work off the drinks. Is that O.K.? “His smile was so soft now. He was very pleased to have come. “Of course.” She said and climbed in as he opened her door for her. He got in the other side and turned to look at her. “What?” she asked. “I just was looking. You are a very beautiful woman.” Blushing she reached out and touched his hand lightly. They drove for a few minutes. She noticed that the area was one she had never really traveled. Comforted with the fact that she knew this man was and had been very wonderful, she did not feel insecure. The conversation was always flowing. Always something in common. They pulled in to a park area and continue to drive along the winding roads. There was no one out this close to dusk and she was glad for that fact. Soon they pulled into an area secluded from any passer Byers and he came around and let her out by offering her his hand. They continued to walk around to find a comfortable place to sit. They came upon a small green bench hidden amongst the trees and sat together talking more. As the laughter and talk became more vibrant, they were ever so much moving closer to each other on the bench. She stood up seeing a small yellow flower in a tree and wanted to pick it, reached out and almost missed it and tipped over some…he caught her in his arms. She looked up into his eyes and slowly kissed him. The passion behind it was so intense. No more words were spoken. Only eyes and lips and hands finding tender places to search out a home. A whisper, in the air, not said but breath and wind made the sounds of passion; “I want you.” Pulling back, looking into the warm eyes of fire, they took each other deep into themselves. As the darkness fell upon their passion, the moment of reality spoke. “Guess what? It is time to go.” She looked at him again, knowing that this was the end…she smiled back at him and said, “I know. Sleep well my lover. I am always here when you need me.” She woke up with the same feeling she did every morning….You haunt me, but I love you.
….driving up to the building, his heart was racing. She was in there waiting for him. He knew instantly which woman she was and slowly stepped up to her back. She was talking under her breath as he did, "Where is he?" smiling, he replied, "He, is right here!" He saw her spin around in a surprised and her face was flushed. He thought to himself, “Wow, she is a very sweet woman.” He smiled at her, opened his arms for her to hug him and she flew into them so fast, he had to kiss her soft cheek but his lips brushed hers. He instantly knew that he was going to have more of that later. Sitting, she said. "I have been waiting for an hour now. I was worried you were not coming." He replied, "I come exactly when I am supposed to come." They ordered drinks and talked for a long while. Soon they chose to leave and go outside. He led her to his car. They discussed the moment and got inside the car, him looking at her and wondering why she wanted him. “What?” she asked him. He had to say something so he said quickly, “I just was looking. You are a very beautiful woman.” They drove to a secluded area and took a short walk amongst the trees until they passed a small bench. They sat and grew ever closer. She stood and he thought it was time to go so he followed her lead and got up also. She began to reach for something and suddenly lost footing. He reached out and caught her. She looked at him with such hunger in her eyes that he bent and kissed her. Soon that hunger grew and they were caressing and pulling at each other until the darkness came and it was evident they should go. He said, “Guess what? It is time to go.” He saw that she understood and she said to him, “I know. Sleep well my lover. I am always here when you need me.” He woke up with the same feeling he did every morning…..You haunt me! How does this end?
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 It is not about you!
 

Ahhh peace......the sun feels so good as I drag my chair to the backyard to sit under the sun and feel the rays sink into my skin. I have my hands full of Mary's cookies, you know...the ones that taste like baking powder. I throw one to Missy to keep her from jumping on me...one to the cats as they scream purrs at me.....sit back....close my eyes........ahhh...now here it is..........my 5 seconds of ME TIME....I put a cookie in my teeth..you know...the ones that are over white! and start to regret that choice as the taste becomes a flavoring in my throat..........ugh...I chew anyway............sort of like kissing bad breath...(sorry...I did eat onions!)..throw the rest to you Missy...lucky dog today I see..I take a deep breath in.........mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...oohhh gosh...what is that smell? ohhh loverly...the septic is having an issue today.......and here I am..mere feet away...ok..it is gone.........wait! back...hummm...I do have laundry going...waves of smells I guess....HONEY DO LIST!...close eyes again...........ahhh..the sun feels sooooooooooooooo warm...my flesh..tingles.....heats........now Missy says to me.....'POO POO'...her grumbles sound just like that....I lost it...got up........and came in here to YELL...........at you.....MY WORDS.....SEE THEM....I AM YELLING AT THIS BLANK PAGE TELLING THEM TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER......did it work?
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