The sounds of laughter and common words...it ended now and I hear nothing but the hum of sounds that keep me going day after day. I wonder just what is next now that it has ended...yet we all know what to say...back to the same things and the world charging on. Come fall into my hands and let the sand slide out keeping only the large pieces of heart on this sifter we call life.

finish later..not ready to end it now

for free...

Hardback book in very good condition except that it fell into the pool. Has dried out and the pages are wavy. Other than that, not a thing wrong with it. You could say it's an 'expanded version'

The promise is a word that has alluded me for some time...it is dangerous and predictable and always ment to be...take it and forever remember that it is just for you...it will not be repeated...as it was very hard to do...at the time and place of forever...that promise will always remain to be true...I hope it keeps you happy...for I dont know what else to do...showing a truth of within your time there is...the promise is there for you...I hope you feel it soon.

I closed my eyes this morning...remembering this thought from before...the candles are something wicked...yet we use them as a bloom...surrounding the tub and making the light...it is not such a mystery...just think of it as a passion...and you will start to see....

close your eyes now
and try writing like me...

Flickers of light grace the walls as the flame grows larger from the scented wonder that you are...
Laying with my eyes closed I can still feel you licking off my flesh
The smells surround me and I am in your command
Take me to where your fantasy goes
I lay there and you come to me
Taking me in your arms as I soak
Your tender hands cares me and I feel you slowly run your hands across my flesh and wash me like a lover can
My hair is soft under the water and you cleans me slowly more
Pouring water over me to rinse away all the bubbles...we are done for this time once more
You slowly lift me and carry me to the bed
I lay out and you dry me
One small area at a time
Your fingers caress me slowly
Drying as they do
What lover you have become
My eyes still closed to you
Light fingers touch and slowly line along my legs
I tingle and jump from your touch as my eyes still closed
I feel you in my love now
I open wide to see
But only there in the room with me
Are the candles that I wish you to be?