Of walking in...feeling the steam...closing the world outside...grabbing hold and closing my eyes...it feels like heaven...turn me...spinning on the axis of the room spinning in my eyes...taken from fear of anything new as it is...stopping only for the pain...the water will heal you...I look and touch...and think...and leave...and regret...and wonder...and now...replay...I know what this is about...the thoughts that are dwelling deep in you are bringing you back...only that is what it is...the thoughts...the feelings...they are not real...only my desires and dreams as I close my eyes...but come it will...and wet it will become....the water takes everyone to a place...of recogning...

I did not sleep...only to wake to the sun...the sky of shades of colors...yet..still just at dawn...open your eyes....what is there is so hard to see.....It started long before the death....and would have lead that road one day....but to blame it...was easier....and look what was lost besides one....all...respect...love...trust...one will never look at me the same...that was taken...long ago...before you left....open your eyes....grown and strong...it cannot come back...less the under...more the top...blind and yet see all that is shown....My Vanilla Sky..that lucid dream....wont ever come to an end for it was not a dream....but one that was made for every single reason that was not real.....and then one...made me remember....that a real life is not a dream...but reality that hurts...and only one should feel that pain...the one who dreams needs to open your eyes....see that it is all a dream...the real world is there...what is your choice? Chose to be the resurrection of one...the growth of one...the voice of most...the tempest of all...the world of one....the mist of another.........open your eyes........see what is here...there...where...a voice tells one that it is done...yet...the other wants nothing more than forever......the one says farewell...and one knows that is it the end.......fix the wrongs now.......wake up from the dream.......sleep the day...the nights.....wake when it is time...the dream has got to end........the real one is there.....has been lost.......bring it back...........Open your eyes.......with every new minute...there is a chance to turn everything around...........My Vanilla Sky...

The green of evil....the leaves of the tree...was it not the apple but the tree itself that caused the trouble? The hanging digits....the numbered evil........is that not what caused all of this? I reach out to grab hold of what I thought was mine...it fell to the ground and melted away...again I try....again it falls........there is no wealth to this world unless it is something you earn........there are not riches...unless you work....there is no future...unless your goals are strong.........there is no faith....unless you believe in yourself.........there is no leaves unless you plant a tree..........Do you GroK water brother?

Mixing and churning until creamy and hard...that is what will be on the menu I wonder....let it go for it will make you sick....squeeze those eyes CLOSED! I hate this....I don't like butter! Where are you GM......consume me...

I hear a sound....I turn...it is nothing but that place...that magical place appearing in my dream...let us meet...the plans...the ideas..building up to the time...that moment.......you are all there....everyone will be new but old..in a circle they stand...arm in arm.......turning around...............WHAT? I scream....I try to run...........why will that dream never go away.......they grab me..........when I wake...I am covered in sweat...crying.......shaking.......why?