The water seems at peace tonight...but there is the light shining in the distance. I look down. I smile. I fear. He comes at me with arms wide and a smile across his face. His lips meet mine. With an arm he guides me to his ship...I shake my head when I am near...leaning on the side...being touched..kissed....I did not come here for this...I breathe saying...I make you do nothing...he says with force in his movements..I board...walking to a soft place...I take him...as he takes me...a sudden breeze blows across my cheeks...I look up and feel it again. I have been lost again...I back away with anger in my eyes...lust in my limbs...love in my heart...please don't do this again...I leave once more...the water splashing against my feet. The sand feels so warm and inviting...but what is better...the devil or the angel that fights no more for my soul? I sit in the small pool of water...drawing circles in the sand...each wave wipes my shapes away...until it turns to a ship...I look up and see it sailing away...come again to me devil...I have nothing more to lose from you now......or do I?

The sun is hot and here you sit in the shade...warming your feet in the spring water...the light filters through the glimmer of waves and you smile at the idea it leaves...it is all in self desires that the water whirls around your legs and all in fun that you continue...the clouds are so alone when you look up at them...but it never matters to the shadows...for you bring on light only once...then run away and hide for the next welcoming darkness...ahhh devil I say...you have come back to haunt me...again you smile...but where is your ship? A wink and a nod...there it flys in the small spring...invisible to all but shrunk to a mere second...I told you to go away...but here now in the sun warming you are...what is it that you can take or trick out of me...what is it that I need to do to keep you wanting a moment...benevolent tolerance he says....

benevolent tolerance I agree...

One way...
now back...
come closer but move far...
weeble and wobble...
You are there...
now you are not...
back and forth...
no tingle...
no thrill....
only smiles and laughter...
then gone again...
weeble...
so close...
wooble...
so far...
so distant...
so hard...
weeble and wobble...

do you ever fall down?

Let not your heart be torn for I am not here to give you anything but a moment....

Let not your mind wander to love for I am here only to give you a moment...

Let not your feelings fall apart for I am here only to give you gentle moment...

Let not your life change for I am here only to take a moment...

Let not your world become happy for I am here only to take it all for a moment...

For a moment....Let me have it all

"Don't leave me",I say in a whisper...laying my head upon your chest.
"I want you forever", I say as a tear peaks from my lashes.
"I have to let you go", I cry...as I pull away from your heat.
"This is not fair to you", I say when I can catch my breath again.
"Grow old with your life and dreams", I whisper...as I walk out of the door.