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Friday the 13th....never ending.......someone change the calendar...

I look around and see them.
The black metal restraints that hold me in.
If not from now, it is from my memories.
I am on my way of letting it go.
You can tell that I am not necessary,
and now I am trying to feel that way too.
It will make all of this process easier to do.
Hatred is killing me and making me weep.
You will one day have your freedom,
but I have lost mine forever.
I keep saying that I will never walk away.
You asked me to never say good bye, and I did not.
But you have and I am sad.
Take me away from this.
Take me to heaven.
Take me to the time of want.
Take me to the power of voice.
Bars of hatred, bars of love..both make you feel that you are never free.

Say something....I want to go...I want to stay...I need to walk away.
You hold the power in your hand...
I ask...say goodbye? Say hello? Say no? Say yes?
Is it so hard to ask...so hard to say?
Don't be afraid...for I need to know...where it is you want me to go...
"Sup"

Tax day is here..so where are you? I am talking to you, Albert. You know I am. I have 1,000 questions for you and I want to know now. Bring on the boat...bring on the travel...the bottle...yes, I thank you for it...It will pay for me...later in life...can I have him now? Let it be okay....I will be a peace never felt...go celebrate your tax party...enjoy that feeling of temptations......let it happen as it would have...before the 13th is gone....

Twenty years ago, job hunting was more of a “ find what you know “ atmosphere, but in today’s market, the obstacles of different aspects of quality, quantity, commitment, and resourcefulness/acuteness become the battle ground of what is now, the “kill zone” of business. It is important to learn the tips not only to succeed in today’s job market, but also to survive in it. To say that ones gender is the way of receiving a job, is now an excuse used to protect rights that are not given, but earned through education, willingness to play the game of acceptability vs. success, and your goals that you have set for your long term career. It is not a “land the job and let go” kind of sustainable world, but one that you must use your knowledge and wit to progressively improve the company you are working for. Showing your abilities of how much you are willing to do, what your actual advantages are in what you wish to acquire, and how hard you are willing to “measure swords” with other challengers, being juxtaposed for merit, is the most elementary goal.

Does this sound like advice at all?????????