Such power I have....it makes me smile....how many can say...."I have a billion dollar man at my beck and call?"..I DO!!! Well maybe not so dramatic but still, I tell him I want to hear him...he calls...how wonderful...you make me smile Superman....Thank you for being one of my greatest friends....I promise...I will not make you come to me all the time! Only when I am reeaaaaallly desperate....LIKE NOW! Teasing...I am so cool! NOT...

Just to verify so that all really understand that I am not some devil worship follower etc....the devil represents a feeling....emotions....the water is the confusion of finding the answers...only the devil makes you unsure...so I use him as my theme....

DONE!

Of all the trials that one comes across in life....a little sunshine goes a long way....as you drive home on a road covered in snow...see the ray of sunshine coming through the clouds and know that Little Miss Sunshine is with you...opening your mail to unkind messages...walk to your house and look at the sky...the break of light in your eyes....Little Miss Sunshine...she is with you...Lay in bed at night with worries that keep you awake....the morning breaks and the light comes in the window....smile...she is there with you....Little Miss Sunshine!

Over 2 years ago I went back to school....today...I graduated college with a degree....two weeks from now I start a second degree...a double major BS....thanks to the Supermen in my world...my kids....and my determination....I DID IT!!!

but what a huge bill!!! ouch! Will be paying that one for the rest of my life!

Finally, yes…the sea is calm…I am at peace…laying back with my head in my hands…resignation has come…it does not hurt…what you say to me now and everything to come…oh devil..I sigh…”Yes?”…he says softly in my ear…”oh devil”..I moan…”Yes?” he says again….