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 I remember...teeth
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Devil.....I lay in my slumber tosing and turning with your face in my mind...I see you with Eve...I see you smile...My eyes are closed as I remember who and what you are.I remember how you used to make me feel and then how you changed and I went along with your changes because your evil lured me…kept me…You say…” I love none” but you said…..I love you….you said, “It is their own fault for loving me” but you lead them to temptation ….that is what you do as the devil…if you were man…you would do the same….eyes closed still…words floating from my fingertips…let the fingers do the talking across the keyboard…they do…they are….this is what I dream…I grab hold of the pillow…hugging it to me…another….I cry….terrible sobs….I am alone again…..everyone has left me….I am empty…..no one wants to fill me….my dream is darker….anger and fear….fighting and death…I need you back…the softness of your voice….the tender caring of your heart to me….the desire for my mind….it is all gone….I cry out….”come to me” but nothing happens…in my dreams the devil is gone…there are too many dreams he must follow…I am just the last of his list…when he has time he will haunt me….I hold tighter…eyes closed….I am shivering in the cold of night and the heat of fire tempts me to be alert to pain in my heart…..I know where I will be soon….the arms around me making me feel love…but can I do that and still keep the devil where I need him? Can I still do that and have the time I desire…….My eyes are open now…looking at what I have written….devil…you make me crazy…I need you and I hate you…you love me not…I was not worthy of your special treatment….I was not worthy of what you tempted others with…that makes me feel sad….I was not worth it to you…to take the time….to make the effort…you use me…and I need you to…why is this sickness right? Do you remember me?...do you?

He answers…”yes….I remember teeth”…I answer….that was not me devil..You mistake me for too many others…

Nothing…….
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