The water seems at peace tonight...but there is the light shining in the distance. I look down. I smile. I fear. He comes at me with arms wide and a smile across his face. His lips meet mine. With an arm he guides me to his ship...I shake my head when I am near...leaning on the side...being touched..kissed....I did not come here for this...I breathe saying...I make you do nothing...he says with force in his movements..I board...walking to a soft place...I take him...as he takes me...a sudden breeze blows across my cheeks...I look up and feel it again. I have been lost again...I back away with anger in my eyes...lust in my limbs...love in my heart...please don't do this again...I leave once more...the water splashing against my feet. The sand feels so warm and inviting...but what is better...the devil or the angel that fights no more for my soul? I sit in the small pool of water...drawing circles in the sand...each wave wipes my shapes away...until it turns to a ship...I look up and see it sailing away...come again to me devil...I have nothing more to lose from you now......or do I?